So I feel a little guilty today .
My mother is very religious and today her best friend Mary's dad is being mentioned in a mass, and so moms going. (he didnt die recently)
She wanted her hubby who has a cock up his ass constantly to go with her, so he could pray to god about getting help with this job he cant get yet.
his response. "Im not feeling very holy today, and nothings going my way, go by yourself."
really you fucking cock sucker? how dare you talk to my mom like that. i should punch him again.
So she wanted me to go, but the thing is, I feel very uncomfortable being in a church. I am not catholic, I am Wiccan and I feel a little weird being in a church, because I feel like everyone stares, and is auto judging also, my own beliefs about the catholic church stop me.
I just told her to give my regards to Mary and that I said hello.
I feel kinda bad that shes going by herself.
I also havent gotten a card for the boyfriend yet and I feel kinda lazy and slacking on that end. Sigh.
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Makeup
I recently remembered that I have a 50$ gift card for mac makeup, and well I wanna buy some makeup.
So I need some advice.
I want to buy a good black eyeliner, and a good mascara deff.
And possibly a nice lip gloss.
Suggestions on any of those I should get and anything else I should look into?